So...I think I am going through something right now. I am so crazy in my head. I don't get it. There is so much going on. My daughter is in the crazy twos. I don't think that they are the terrible twos at all, but I think that they are definitely making her a crazy. She is difficult. And she is a pain in the butt. And she whines ALLLL the time. But I love her. She is my whole world and she makes me laugh and grit my teeth and want to pull my hair out. Sometimes I wish that I could do what she does and just curl up and suck my fingers and not deal with any of it.
Then there's the move. The lease is up on Tuesday. We still have not heard back about the house. We may have to stay here for another month. OR get into another apartment. I dunno WHAT is going to happen. I don't want another apartment. I need room for my crazy 2 year old baby to run around. And two bathrooms. And a real dining room. And...and...and...
Then there's the craziness of getting back on Depo. That has really kicked my butt. I thought it was bad the first time I was on it. Back then I was just crazy for a week or two towards the end of every 13 weeks. Thus far it has been pure craziness for three weeks. Stupid hormones. I don't get it. I want to cry at every little thing. I get my feelings hurt all the time. I am soo not used to that. I am tough. I don't get my feelings hurt. I am not that sensitive. I never have been.
OH well...I don't feel like talking any more.