Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.
SOOOOOO...YEAH!!! You know the song from Rudolph, "Why am I such a misfit?I am not just a nitwit." That is definitely NOT how I felt this last week or so. I was definitely NOT loving THIS POST by my awesome bloggy friend, Marymac. I am not (really I am not) feeling unloved. I have just felt kinda like....I didn't work hard enough to earn it. This love has just fallen in my lap. I have not questioned it and wondered when someone was going to jump out and say, "Just kidding, dude!"
I have not been a super emotional mess this week while Aunt Flo has been in town. I have not been in tears more than once this week. I did not get my feelings hurt by stupid things that would have normally rolled right off my back.
My daughter did not get the coolest stuff for Christmas, mostly from my friends and her daddy. I was not the sensible mother that got her a bookshelf for her multitudes of books. And I also was not the mother who was chastised by the father of her child for not knowing how to buy presents. Whatever. I was not hurt by this. Mostly because I do NOT know that he is an insensitive (*#&&$%^$# sometimes and that there is a reason we are EXes. But, whatever.
I did not make the most awesomely delicious Snickerdoodles on Christmas Day. I did not make them after food was ready. And after we had already started eating. I did not do this because I realized I had not planned out desser because I was too busy hunting down a recipe for my Grandmother's cornbread dressing. That I did not ask my mother to send me the week prior. Three times.
And last...but definitely not least. In case you have been under a rock somewhere....I am not at all excited about the very fact that I ONLY HAVHE FORTY EIGHT HOURS UNTIL I AM IN ITHACA!!!! With the woman that I have fallen fast and hard for. With Le Sigh. For seven days. *SIGH*